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[Gjest terezita]

In the dark places of my mind

Where sanity is hard to find

That every thought is black and white

People say that kind of thought is not right

There is nothing that will make it go away

At times I hope to die, to God I prayed

Where all abandonment is real

This may not be true, but it is how I feel

For all this insanity, I know I am to blame

For all the pain I cause I feel the shame

At times it wears many different faces

From this pain, there are no safe places

It's strange I know to cut, to stop the pain

To tell you why is hard to explain

They say there's no medication

I wish this was just some hallucination

No matter what I do, there seems no joy

All my relationships I seem to destroy

I can't control my temper when I'm mad

I see myself as someone very bad

I cannot trust that what people say is true

For fear that I will be hurt if I do

Perfect is what I want to be

Then everybody will love me and not abandon me!"

(ikke jeg som skrev diktet, men kjenner meg igjen.)

[firebird1365380441]

I do too!