Gjest EvilWolf Skrevet 23. oktober 2003 Del Skrevet 23. oktober 2003 Dark thoughts... Tonight I was again thinking these immense dark thoughts. About a friend of my friend from Smallville. My friend from Smallville went from being just a friend to a friend *and* paid support. This guy who is schizo-affective is around 40 and are living in a home/flat for psychiatric patients. I have been thinking about giving him advice how to commit suicide. Particularly by jumping from the BigIsland- or Coast- bridge. Then he would end his suffering, humiliation and being worthless. I was thinking it out in detail and I discovered that the thought of contributing to another human being's death was unbearable. So after all my consciousness are still intact -- at least partially. But when I think of it, it's myself I am thinking of. I feel worthless, unworthy of life, and deeply humiliated. If this goes any further I may be capable of exterminate myself. 0 Siter Lenke til kommentar https://forum.doktoronline.no/topic/124145-dark-thoughts/ Del på andre sider Flere delingsvalg…
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