Fragile dreams

[goete]

Tonight your soul sleeps, but one day you will feel real pain

maybe then you will see me as I am

A fragile wreck on a storm of emotions

Countless times I trusted you

I let you back in

Knowing...Yearning...you know

I should have run..but i stayed

Maybe I always knew

My fragile dreams would be broken for you

Today I intuduced myself

To my own feelings

In silent aganoy

After all these years

They spoke to me....

After all these years

Maybe I always knew....

It`s all coming back

and i feel that pain again

Nothing left and to kill

myself again

because I`m so empty

Life has betrayed me once agian

I accept that some things will

never change

I`ve let your tiny minds magnify my agony

and it`s left me with a chem`cal dependency for sanity

Yes,I am falling...how much longer till I hit the ground ?

I can`t tell you why I`m breaking down

Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone

Have I really lost control

I`m coming to an end

I`ve realized what i could have been

I can`t sleep so I take a breath

and hide behind my bravest mask

I admit I have lost control

When the silence beckons

And the day draws to close

When the light of your life sighs

And love dies in your eyes

Only then will I realise

What you ment to me

Dreaded memories flood back to me

But there`s still a wildful mind behind these cold

psychotic eyes

Now I tread this path so differently

I`ve opened my mind and darkened my entire life

As I drift away...far from you

I feel all alone in a crowded

room

Thinking to myself

There`s no escape from this

fear

regret

lonliness

Visions of love and hate

A collage behind my eyes

Remnants of dying lafter

Echoes of silent cries

I wish I didn`t know now what

I never knew then...

Flashback

Memories punish me again

Sometimes I remember all the pain

that I have seen

Sometimes I wonder what migth

have been.

Trying to forget tomorrow

and all that have happened

This is not the way, that i was meant to be

I tried to murder the lonely

Contenplate our mortalety

Into infinity

Frozen memory

Wipe the tears from yesterday

A time for change, take the pain away

Angel, my destiny

Can you feel me ?

Memories from my life scene

I begin to accept life as it is

pain

fear

agony

feelings

regrets

Hole my life I`ve runned from life

so afreid of life

I have driftet away from it

It`s no escape from it.